gah! do you ever get this urge to just kill someone? i do!!!!!!!
no names will be mentioned in the course of this rant.

just, he's so stupid immature and annoying, so of course he's so much worse off than me. being damn immature all the time, it annoys the fuck outa me. you can tell i'm annoyed when i start to swear, i'm annoyed. i just, he takes his bad moods out on everyone else, and i'm going to feel terrible about this rant in a couple of hours but i've been driven to it.

he's depressive emo all thwe time (okay, most) but he soesn't seem to care that he takes it out on everyone else when he's like that. if i'm in a bad mood or depressed, at least i try not to take it ot on my best friends. but seriously, our 7, is now 6 on the third... (that made no sense) i mean, i can understand the being md and stuff. but not all of us did that, i'm not saying i'm innocent in it either.. just, there are at least three people that didn't even KNOW. and it's not fair on them.

yeah, sorry, if you read through that. but... i just don't understand it, i wouldn't let something imvetween two people damage my friendship between my closwest friends.. snd i may be biased, and thanks for saying that to me (talkin to someone on msn, it's finally working today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) but i just.... getting to the end of my patience.

plus, i can't go to this family gathering thing, because my parents are afraid what my cousin will say/do to me. i don't resally know the full story, but all i know is that he's allready been threatened by my dad for something he did to my sister. i think he's brain damaged from where his fsather hit him, but i can't go. it's just annoying, if he went anywhere near me i'd rip him up, i may not be the strongest person ever but, i'm not weak.